Dear Donny,
Or should I say Mr.Allen. This comes late.
Way too late.
I should've known better. I don't know why I ever really thought life would pause and things wouldn't change if I weren't around. Talk about Main Character Syndrome huh?
I don't think I would be half the person I am today without your influence. Who I am as a musician. How I carry myself as a person. Your loss was a shot heard around the world. It speaks volumes to say how influential you were to the people around you. Those times seemed like they would last forever. Perfectly encapsulated in rose colored isolation. I beat myself up often for the fact I didn't go back to visit you. Maybe you were told certain news. Maybe you didn't want to see me ever again.
I do wonder if you hated me at the end. If you were angry on his behalf. Trust me, I didn't think it would turn out that way either. And now I've lost all the mentors from that era of my life due to my miscalculation. Ah youth.
I can only hope you're resting now. You certainly deserve it, you put in the work. Sorry for the times I was a brat. Sorry that I am a brat. Thank you for your existence on this earth. I don't really believe in god, but I do thank them for you.
Rest well, give 'em hell up there. And remember: MORE AIR
- Julienne
Or should I say Mr.Allen. This comes late.
Way too late.
I should've known better. I don't know why I ever really thought life would pause and things wouldn't change if I weren't around. Talk about Main Character Syndrome huh?
I don't think I would be half the person I am today without your influence. Who I am as a musician. How I carry myself as a person. Your loss was a shot heard around the world. It speaks volumes to say how influential you were to the people around you. Those times seemed like they would last forever. Perfectly encapsulated in rose colored isolation. I beat myself up often for the fact I didn't go back to visit you. Maybe you were told certain news. Maybe you didn't want to see me ever again.
I do wonder if you hated me at the end. If you were angry on his behalf. Trust me, I didn't think it would turn out that way either. And now I've lost all the mentors from that era of my life due to my miscalculation. Ah youth.
I can only hope you're resting now. You certainly deserve it, you put in the work. Sorry for the times I was a brat. Sorry that I am a brat. Thank you for your existence on this earth. I don't really believe in god, but I do thank them for you.
Rest well, give 'em hell up there. And remember: MORE AIR
- Julienne